the way of existence

Goodbye world

I am currently disabling my accounts on the social networks so for now until the end of the semester I am going to be freeeeeee….doing homework of course ;)

So yes, I will be back soon friends :)


A funny happening in my life today

So in my bio lab we have a homework sheet to do every time after the lab…..well I got smart along with other people and found out all the answers are on the computer (usually on yahoo answers) cause apparently everyone else uses the same lab manual as I do. Anyway I write the question into google and all that stuff pops up you know, like oh maybe this is what you’re talking about or whatever. So i type in… “what is the difference between” and I stopped typing for a second and looked up at the things that google thought i might be looking for. First one, “what is the difference between a pregnant woman and a lightbulb” whaaaaaat? keep in mind these things are there because they are stuff that is usually searched for when using the words you are. How many people search differences between pregnant women and lightbulbs? I laughed quite hard because it’s definitely not something that ever or will ever after today cross my mind. I had to click on it of course. Here’s what it said….

1. The light bulb can be unscrewed.
2. The light bulb will not develop morning sickness.
3. The light bulb will not develop cravings.
4. The light bulb will not want commitments.
5. The light bulb is inexpensive.
6. The light bulb will not mind if you screw another light bulb.
7. The light bulb is easier to turn on.
8. Light bulbs can be “made that way” by a man or a woman worker.
9. Light bulbs do not gain or loose lots of weight.
10. About a hundred pounds, maybe more.

It’s not very nice to us women, but I mean it makes for a good laugh.



Last time I checked…

So I was called this week and asked if I could work a shift at my old job tonight because naturally everyone wanted to go out for halloween stuff, I hesistated knowing I already had plans but decided to go anyway because I kinda needed the money since I don’t have a job…plus he said he’d pay me cash that night…yipee. So of course my normal owner doesn’t come in and the lady who did come in to close didn’t know that I was told that. So i asked her and she said oh really? and I said yea that’s what he said and she said okay well how long were you here, I replied i got here at 7 so 4 1/2 and she looked at the clock and said well it’s okay 11:10 and i said oh sorry we usually don’t leave here till 11:30 so i didn’t pay attention. So she said okay I’ll pay you for 4 i said okay whatever, she then says okay so let’s see 4 hours so I owe you $28….uhh last time i checked minimum wage was $8 making that 8x4 which is $32…..well let’s see here oh i have $30 just keep the change…oh wait you mean jip me two dollars. ay yi yi


Day 7 

My best friend(s).

I used to be the type of person who always had the same best friend, and throughout the past 2 years that’s kind of changed. I began to have acquaintances more than anything. I have some very good friends now and my best friend is definitely Skyler.

So skyler, he’s my best friend because he’s the absolute funnest person to hang out with, he’s the only person I can cry in front of. He doesn’t judge me or make fun of me ever. and I can tell him anything, I think this is what a best friend is supposed to be like. I was talking to a friend today and we were talking about long distance relationships and how you really learn how to just be friends with the person and create an excellent communication with them becuse for the most part, talking is all you can do. You can’t just drive to go see them when you’re fighting or you’re sad because something is going on. So having a long distance relationship has made me and skyler better friends than I would have ever thought a bf and gf could be.

I had the same best friend growing up as I mentioned before, Karlie Blum. We met the first day of first grade and had been best friends up until after we graduated. W were the type of friends that we didn’t hang out as often as a best friend would, we didn’t need to. We saw eachother at school often and saw eachother out side of school every once in a while but we just always knew we were still best friends no matter what, and I kind of loved her for that. We had much different lives, she was a cheerleader, goergous, tons of friends; and i’ve always been the kinda loser-ish person who did their homework on time, didn’t have very many friends, and would eat lunch by myself if i didn’t have anyone to sit with. I was a loser, but I also didn’t care all that much. So yea we had a huge falling out, long story. But we spent about a year apart probably more like 9 months, and once the problem who caused our fall out was gone, we were able to reunite and be friends again. I love her so much and I’m so glad we got to become close again and although I don’t get to see her much I know she’d be there for me for anything.

Chelsey Cohan, oh gosh. I don’t even know what to say about her but all I can say is she’s definitely made this semester a lot better, I’m pretty sure I would have died without her. We met on August 28th, and so yes today is out 2month friendaversary :). she’s just someone i can completely relate to and i’m not afraid to tell her anything. after only knowing her for a week i felt like i’d known her for months, even years it was crazy. we like everything the same and we just click, ya know?

Day 08 – A moment.
Day 09 – Your beliefs.
Day 10 – What you wore today.
Day 11 – Your siblings.
Day 12 – What’s in your bag.
Day 13 – This week.
Day 14 – What you wore today.
Day 15 – Your dreams.
Day 16 – Your first kiss.
Day 17 – Your favorite memory.
Day 18 – Your favorite birthday.
Day 19 – Something you regret.
Day 20 – This month.
Day 21 – Another moment.
Day 22 – Something that upsets you.
Day 23 – Something that makes you feel better.
Day 24 – Something that makes you cry.
Day 25 – A first.
Day 26 – Your fears.
Day 27 – Your favorite place.
Day 28 – Something that you miss.
Day 29 – Your aspirations.
Day 30 – One last moment.


Day 6

My day.

I have bad days about once a month, not very often I’m usually a happy person. Of ccourse the one day i have to tell people about my day, I have a bad day. I’ve actually had almost one of the worst days of my life. Granted I had a great time with my nana this afternoon, panera, f21, and paranormal activity 2. Other than that I would rather not even go into how my day has been. In one word, horrific.

Day 07 – Your best friend.
Day 08 – A moment.
Day 09 – Your beliefs.
Day 10 – What you wore today.
Day 11 – Your siblings.
Day 12 – What’s in your bag.
Day 13 – This week.
Day 14 – What you wore today.
Day 15 – Your dreams.
Day 16 – Your first kiss.
Day 17 – Your favorite memory.
Day 18 – Your favorite birthday.
Day 19 – Something you regret.
Day 20 – This month.
Day 21 – Another moment.
Day 22 – Something that upsets you.
Day 23 – Something that makes you feel better.
Day 24 – Something that makes you cry.
Day 25 – A first.
Day 26 – Your fears.
Day 27 – Your favorite place.
Day 28 – Something that you miss.
Day 29 – Your aspirations.
Day 30 – One last moment.


Day Five

My definition of love.

Love is something every single person in the world interprets differently. Some girls assume just because we’re having sex that means we’re in love…..well go ahead and think that about yourself but you’re just his booty call. I believe love is something you gain (not sure if that’s the right word but whatever) toward a person, something to show you care about this person more than you even care about yourself. That you’re willing to do anything for them, whether it be simple or hard. It is someone you can act completely yourself around and they won’t judge you or make fun of you, just laugh with you. Love can also be different toward a different person, if it’s family that love will clearly be different than love for a bf or gf or even a best friend. Love is complex and difficult at times, but always works out in the end.

Puppy love :)

Day 06 – Your day.
Day 07 – Your best friend.
Day 08 – A moment.
Day 09 – Your beliefs.
Day 10 – What you wore today.
Day 11 – Your siblings.
Day 12 – What’s in your bag.
Day 13 – This week.
Day 14 – What you wore today.
Day 15 – Your dreams.
Day 16 – Your first kiss.
Day 17 – Your favorite memory.
Day 18 – Your favorite birthday.
Day 19 – Something you regret.
Day 20 – This month.
Day 21 – Another moment.
Day 22 – Something that upsets you.
Day 23 – Something that makes you feel better.
Day 24 – Something that makes you cry.
Day 25 – A first.
Day 26 – Your fears.
Day 27 – Your favorite place.
Day 28 – Something that you miss.
Day 29 – Your aspirations.
Day 30 – One last moment.


Day four

What I Ate Today….

Oh boy, this one will be fun. I have somewhat of an obsession with food. But i’m also a very picky eater. I like everything plain, no sauces or anything. I hate milk and anything that reminds me of milk. And I don’t care for chocolate very much. So today:

Breakfast: Strawberry Yogurt (my absolute favorite thing to eat in the morning, yogurt)

Lunch: Went to Brisco’s here on campus and got a sandwich (they do like subway where you get to pick everything you want on it) I got white bread with turkey, provolone cheese, lettuce, onions, and olives. You get two sides so I picked out hot cheetos (yummmy) and pasta salad. And a huge ice tea (because I have a completely outrageous obsession with ice tea). Once I got back to my appt, I had a little bit of my froyo in the freezer, which is pumpkin flavor and has grahm cracker mixed in (it’s ahhhmazing).

Dinner: Went to Chuckie Cheese with Chelsey for her cousin’s bday, and so of course I ate a ton, hot wings, bread sticks, mozzarella sticks, and a piece of pizza.


Day 05 – Your definition of love.
Day 06 – Your day.
Day 07 – Your best friend.
Day 08 – A moment.
Day 09 – Your beliefs.
Day 10 – What you wore today.
Day 11 – Your siblings.
Day 12 – What’s in your bag.
Day 13 – This week.
Day 14 – What you wore today.
Day 15 – Your dreams.
Day 16 – Your first kiss.
Day 17 – Your favorite memory.
Day 18 – Your favorite birthday.
Day 19 – Something you regret.
Day 20 – This month.
Day 21 – Another moment.
Day 22 – Something that upsets you.
Day 23 – Something that makes you feel better.
Day 24 – Something that makes you cry.
Day 25 – A first.
Day 26 – Your fears.
Day 27 – Your favorite place.
Day 28 – Something that you miss.
Day 29 – Your aspirations.
Day 30 – One last moment.


This picture just makes me laugh everytime. You think he’s just happy looking dog, when really he was just sitting there in awe of the fish tank in front of his face. He was quite jealous that they were in water 24/7 and he couldn’t be in there. He tried to get in there on numerous occasions hahaha :) What an adorable dog


This picture just makes me laugh everytime. You think he’s just happy looking dog, when really he was just sitting there in awe of the fish tank in front of his face. He was quite jealous that they were in water 24/7 and he couldn’t be in there. He tried to get in there on numerous occasions hahaha :) What an adorable dog

Day Tres

My Parents:

Well I don’t have that much to say about them, they are just like every other parent. My mom has been a stay at home mom my entire life, she got pregnant with me when she was 19. And my dad has worked, he was originally a mechanic for most of my life and then when I was in like 6th grade he became a police officer. They were high school sweethearts and although they often act like they hate eachother I know they love eachother more than they even realize. They have lead me into the right direction in life and I thank them for that because I know I will always look back and consider what they would want me to do in a situation I’m in. I love my parents and I’m glad they’re a huge part of my life.

yes my mom’s eyes are closed, she’s a dork


Day 04 – What you ate today.
Day 05 – Your definition of love.
Day 06 – Your day.
Day 07 – Your best friend.
Day 08 – A moment.
Day 09 – Your beliefs.
Day 10 – What you wore today.
Day 11 – Your siblings.
Day 12 – What’s in your bag.
Day 13 – This week.
Day 14 – What you wore today.
Day 15 – Your dreams.
Day 16 – Your first kiss.
Day 17 – Your favorite memory.
Day 18 – Your favorite birthday.
Day 19 – Something you regret.
Day 20 – This month.
Day 21 – Another moment.
Day 22 – Something that upsets you.
Day 23 – Something that makes you feel better.
Day 24 – Something that makes you cry.
Day 25 – A first.
Day 26 – Your fears.
Day 27 – Your favorite place.
Day 28 – Something that you miss.
Day 29 – Your aspirations.
Day 30 – One last moment.


Day two

My first love: Skyler Mark Brooks

We met through our friends who were dating at the time. Our set up was a roller rink date with our friends, it took him about 20 laps to hold my hand, which I didn’t care at all because I was just as nervous as he was. Neither of us had ever really had a bf or gf before that. We slowly began talking more and more after that night and hanging out and finally started to officially be bf gf. We went to prom together, he filled my room with purple balloons and one pink balloon that said prom?. We spent the summer together and then he had to leave for college, I was just starting my senior year, we decided to try and make the long distance relationship work, he school was about 5 hours away. We made it work, and we still do the long distance thing, he’s now on his junior year. We’ve been together for 2 years and 8 months now and it’s been the best time of my life. He’s my best friend and I love him more than anything. I love to just hang out with him and doing nothing at all. I can tell him anything and I know he won’t judge me or think of me any differently. He’s the best thing that ever happened to me, and I hope I never lose him.

We’re freaks together what can I say?

Day 03 – Your parents.
Day 04 – What you ate today.
Day 05 – Your definition of love.
Day 06 – Your day.
Day 07 – Your best friend.
Day 08 – A moment.
Day 09 – Your beliefs.
Day 10 – What you wore today.
Day 11 – Your siblings.
Day 12 – What’s in your bag.
Day 13 – This week.
Day 14 – What you wore today.
Day 15 – Your dreams.
Day 16 – Your first kiss.
Day 17 – Your favorite memory.
Day 18 – Your favorite birthday.
Day 19 – Something you regret.
Day 20 – This month.
Day 21 – Another moment.
Day 22 – Something that upsets you.
Day 23 – Something that makes you feel better.
Day 24 – Something that makes you cry.
Day 25 – A first.
Day 26 – Your fears.
Day 27 – Your favorite place.
Day 28 – Something that you miss.
Day 29 – Your aspirations.
Day 30 – One last moment.